Waiting
The rest she’s left up to you
Look at me trying to caption 🙃 a Tumblr Youthful right there
Thank you for all the well wishes and the ways of looking out you guys have been giving me - but I’m truly sorry I haven’t filled most of you in on what’s actually been happening.
I was diagnosed this morning with moderate to severe clinical depression and I don’t want to take being quiet as an option anymore - but I’m sorry I don’t show that.
I’ve been spreading every ounce of energy that I do have so thin that the people that need it most, the people who deserve that more, aren’t getting enough. And I feel I’m failing them not bolstering them. And failing that I’m putting it on such a public blog with no change yet. I’m sorry.
-Tyler
aneasilytriggeredgirl asked:
*Runs all the way back from Venice to catch up with you* 💖
God I miss reblogging and sending likes your way
Anonymous asked:
Hmmm I think now is a good time to be back, don’t you think?
😋 So wondering what blog I know that ends their ask with a period… (too easy, come say Hi) 😇
If you’re reading this I’ll be on my way into Berlin then Venice.
Hopefully the blog hasn’t left you too hot'n'bothered and without any more sweet postage…
Shoot an ask and I’ll always be able to recommend a friend’s blog or a list of friends that this blog looks up to
Anonymous asked:
mistersbeard answered:
No. I can not.
What I can help you do is realize this is abuse and your “daddy” needs to find someone else to take his selfish immaturity out on.
Just imagine if you looked at your favorite stuffie and said “ya know… You’re a piece of garbage to me and I’m going to prove it by leaving you in the closet for 3 days”
because that’s what he’s doing to you
You’re not a piece of garbage. You’re a princess. Start making yourself be treated like one.
Your submission is a gift.
Its not his trinket he can pick and choose to play with whenever he feels like it. Its not his right. Its not his privilege.
Stop treating yourself like you’re in a trash can and climb into the ivory tower you deserve to be in. The good daddy’s out there are easier to see from a great vantage point.
Anonymous asked:
lilcherubgirl answered:
making out and grabby hands! and i like it a lot when i straddle daddy’s leg and grind my pussy on it and make out with him. it makes me super, super, super wet!!!
As you know I’ve been fortunate to find an amazing woman recently. She really is an amazing person - she’s intelligent, driven, beautiful, funny, outgoing, and we have so much in common. We’ve been on quite a few dates and I’ve been truly happy for the last few weeks.
This was until last night, after another amazing evening of pizza, a comedy night, and kissing, when I decided it was the right time to tell her about this blog. From the moment I told her about what sort of things were on the blog, she started looking at me as if I was a stranger, some sort of monster - she could hardly stand to be near me. She felt physically sick thinking about the fact that there are photos here of me with other people.
I knew deep down that she wouldn’t approve of this sort of thing, but part of me clung onto the hope that somehow she’d overlook it and see me for who I am, not what I’ve done in the past. I was wrong. And now I’ve lost the first person I was looking forward to being in an amazing relationship with in a long long time.
I guess what I’m saying is that this has been a massive wake-up call for me. I think honesty is one of the most important things in life, so I don’t regret telling her, but being honest about things doesn’t change the way people see them. Society today isn’t ready for things like this to be talked about and participated in, and although it’s nice to think that we should be able to participate in whatever we choose without fear of consequences, that’s simply not the reality.
I’ve been part of tumblr for a few years now, and it has given me a creative outlet, a sexual outlet, it has enabled me to make friends, and it has given me body confidence I could hardly have dreamt of before I joined. However, this isn’t the real me. It’s an alter-ego. It’s a fantasy. It’s not real. It’s time for me to wake up and live my life offline. I want a normal life with normal relationships, and now I realise that this means leaving tumblr behind.
I will miss being a part of this community, and I hope you will remember my time here fondly. I’ll be deleting this blog in a few days time.
I wish all of you all the best in life, and hope you find fulfillment in whatever you do.
songsofthedeep
Wishing you all the best ❤
Two blogs I’ve looked up to today have gone, it by far won’t be the same without either one of you
